英语翻译

英语翻译
My best friend and 1 were in the shop that she owned.It was the middle of the afternoon; we were both pretty happy and making plans for the weekend ,and the atmosphere was extremely relaxing,almost lazy.Suddenly a man entered the shop.– We knew,somehow,that he didn’ t look like one of our usual customers,but we welcomed him politely anyway.Without any hesitation he pulled something out of his coat that we did not recognize immediately,but when he ordered us to go into the back with him,there was no doubt that this “ something” was a gun.
Giving us clear orders,he kept reminding us that he could shoot at any time.He looked for the money in the register,from our wallets,and then he asked for our jewelry and we gave him all he wanted.Finally he brought his “iob” to an end and left.
When I was a child,I felt safe with my parents in my home or wherever I was not alone.From the precise moment the guy walked out of the shop,I completely changed my way of relating to the world.I always look around to see which kinds of people are possibly following me.Now I usually doubt---check everything:if I’ ve locked myself in the car or in the house.I am always careful not to wear any jewelry.Whenever an unknown person is getting too close or is trying to get information from me.I become more careful.I know that it is wrong and that not everyone is looking to attack me again.
After all,I consider myself lucky,since nothing really had happened to me or to my friend,but what affects me is the thought of what could have happened.We could have died or he could have hurt us!I know that I have to work on it because since that day I haven’t felt safe any more.What l don’ t know is where to start.Now I am sure only of one fact that I blame this man,not for having taken my jewelry,but for having robbed me of my innocence(天真).