英语翻译

英语翻译
To tell you the truth,I almost drove myself mad those days.Ridiculously I wanted to make up my fault by committing another fault.Perhaps you haven't noticed my message'54cccc20',but it's somewhat the true feeling from my inner part of heart.Sadly you neglected it,or you just regarded these meaningless words boresome.
There's always some unrealistic daydreaming-ingredient exsisting in my mind,and I'm sorry I can hardly get rid of it.So to protect myself I said I was not serious when in fact I was very serious.Now I extend my apologies again,I wrote these words disorderly and I haven't the least thought to boast myself by writing in English.It's only because I would feel too shamed of myself if I expressed my feeling directly.
.我LP发给我的.我英语烂..