英语翻译

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英语翻译
 I am an ordinary boy.I thought I had been very lonely.Not a lot of love.Friendship,love,family I do not seem important.I had the world on fantasy alone.Cruel killer me as a lot of people.Who can understand there is darkness in my heart.I am afraid,I suffer too.Perhaps the world is dismal.Lonely people more clearly.
  Maybe I'm wrong.Should not go on their own have been dark.I changed.Is love.Friends care,parental care,I gradually realized that I was not missing anything.The lack of love found only one pair of eyes.Now sometimes the love you gave me.I look very cold.Is not the case.I can feel.I will be deeply in love.
  I'm going to feel,feel the love.In fact,I'm not alone,I have teeth hot anxious heart.I need to feel it deeply.
  Recently,a friend gave me that 2012,you what happens,I do not believe that,if true,I will fight to survive,because the fate of the master in their own hands.Everything is possible.Even dead,I am not afraid,because there is love.
  Let us begin to feel love.

我是一个普普通通的男生,因为爱的缺失,我时常感觉寂寞.友情,爱与家庭在我看来都并不重要,我只孤独地坐拥一个幻想世界.(“Cruel killer me as a lot of people.”是个病句,本人无能猜不出原意)有谁能明白我内心的阴霾?我害怕且忍受折磨.也许这世界就是如此阴郁,寂寞的人更为清透.
也许我错了,不能任由黑暗包裹.爱将我改变.朋友的关心,父母的关爱使我渐渐意识到我并未错过任何东西.爱需要透过双眼去寻找.有时我可能对他人所给予的爱意表现冷淡,但事实并非如此.我知道我能打心底感受到爱.
我开始去感受爱.并且知道了我不是孤独的.(I have teeth hot anxious heart.简直不知道是在说什么)我需要深深地去感受它.
最近,我一个朋友跟我说到2012的事情,我并不相信.如果那是真的,我会为生存下来不遗余力,因为命运掌握在自己手里.任何事情都是可能的,即使是死,我也不怕,因为爱的存在.
让我们开始感受爱吧.
(老实话,上面的英文稿真要去演讲的话,先改改那chinglish得要命的病句吧.)