我努力练习微笑,终于成为不敢哭的孩子 这句话的英文是什么

I try to smile for not being a crying one.
不要从中文直接翻译成英文！！！
言简意赅就行！！！

I make great efforts to practise to smile , finally become the child who does not dare cry

i had been practicing and practicing smile,and finally became to a child without tears要过过去时吧
再个PRACTICING强调一直练习