Hearing the front door open,I ran down to the kitchen and waited.I saw may dad

Hearing the front door open,I ran down to the kitchen and waited.I saw may dad
come in,with the white envelope in his hand.I had waited all day for this,so
I reached over him for it as soon as he set foot into the house.Angrily,he
41 the envelope on the table and said it was nothing to get excited about,and
that it was just a piece of paper.I grabbed (抓取) it and ran upstairs.I
wondered why my dad did not understand how 42 I was to see my mid-year
report card for my first year inmiddle school.I was really 43 by how he
refused to consider all my hard work.
　　I saw my class rank (等级) :1/139.I did not believe what
I saw.I felt my lip ( 嘴唇) form a smile and wanted to run downstairs to tell
everyone.Then I 44 what my da had said----it was nothing to get excited
about.I wanted to share my happiness with someone,but felt lonely.
　　I realized that I had become distant (远离的) from my
family.We used to 45 late watching Disney movies,and my brothers,sisters
and I would play tennis in the backyard all the time.I wondered when all that
46 .I just no longer took part in them.My school work 47 all my time and
energy
　　While I had been busy with my study,I had also built
a 48 between me and my familly.I was only trying to become a person
everyone could be 49 of.
　　I wanted to go downstairs,say sorry for my rude
behavior and for every refused movie and tennis game,and be 50 of my family
again.I knew I had to do something ----because without their support,my
achievement meant nothing.
threw
anxious
hurt
remembered
stay up
stopped
used up
wall
proud
part
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