英语翻译hello my friend,I tries times in such a way to translate now my history and hopes you can it understandapproximately one year ago became more schwanger I of my ex young friend,and as I in 4 the month was more schwanger struck he me after that buy simply in such a way together and could half death on the soil be lainas I again woke up in the hospital noticed I only hurt and did not wish myself only my child survived however this was now not the cas

英语翻译
hello my friend,
I tries times in such a way to translate now my history and hopes you can it understand
approximately one year ago became more schwanger I of my ex young friend,and as I in 4 the month was more schwanger struck he me after that buy simply in such a way together and could half death on the soil be lainas I again woke up in the hospital noticed I only hurt and did not wish myself only my child survived however this was now not the case it died in me and I could it not protect!I could punish myself to today for it which I my child not protect could not I white not why mine to live thereafter became still worse also however I white one,I through lived skies and helland my ex young friend was so strong hunted it for me its whole befriends on the neck,who was 100 people against which I as Amazone feared in Berlin to fight at that time had,I had correctly much fear however to ends lay I only 3 meets in coma and survived,only the types,I fought for mine to live,which live which one me to so often take wanted I had at that time to flee,from my old homeland flee because even the police against me was,and today I live differently,I live in the peace after which I 20 years so much wrong saw also on the suicide of my sister,who is not murders of my parents,which death my child I howl like a small girl because it me the soul tear up,I a monster,I is now times a girl in the war grew up and the enemy from all was
do you know eig like pain me do which I not everything prevent could?I could not prevent to be 2 times raped I could not times death fell prevent.I could not change times me
today am I different,with which shade of the past said my nut/mother to me before her in my poor deceased:
My treasure,lives yours lives as which you is.enjoy the seconds you remain before also you the Gods to them getting.I love you my daughter and am proudly on you and Mach the best from you as I,a nut/mother for its daughter all this give also it ago live,I love you
when she said to me cried I weeks long this very day sees I the pictures and did not cry like jetze also
I hope I talked too much if does me wrong and I hope one understands it,ask attempt in English or German I find already ne possibility for translate
to ok love you
and HP:I bite not thus not excited its,bite only if it be must,grrrr
have you dear
yours christina
completely loves greet to you *grüss*
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