帮我写一篇关于”假如我40岁了”的英语作文写的好些,

当我四十岁的时候
不会在夜空里数着星星
也不会再觉得世界的神奇
什么花朵也包含不了心底的秘密
过去的岁月和一切的幻想
都会让自己变得非常的透明
翻飞的裙角也不再昭示着希望
头顶的天空与脚下的大地
已经不需要我来装扮
就连火红的太阳也学会了偷懒
可以穿着黑色的裙子把步子迈得又稳又快
可却再也掩盖不了岁月留给自己的苍桑
会不时不时地流露
曾经几千次几万次地想岁月为我停留
独站雨中会突然感觉到世间的苍凉
莫名的孤独会占居我的心头
淋着太阳又觉得只不过暖洋洋而已
终于学会了在人群中寻找真诚
把收获的果实交给自己的梦想
邮寄到一个不知名的地方
不再会去写一篇又一篇的日记
每天都在会为了儿子和老公而忙
不再会为音乐的韵律和书本上的墨香而兴奋
你别问这是为什么
因为总有许多真话要说
许多真情要流露
许多失落转眼又会有许多收获
其实,生活赋予我们每个人都有希望
我总想对每一个人微笑
说我当四十岁的时候
每时每刻我都会觉得好累好累
我对自己说:
你没有随意欢笑和哭泣的理由了
你应该懂得人生是怎么回事了
因为你已经老了…….
When I 40 year-old time in nighttime sky mileage star will not be thinking that again the world mysterious any flowers could also not contain moral nature secret the past years and all fantasy can become by oneself unusual transparent the fluttering skirt angle also no longer make clear were hoping the top of the head the sky and under foot's earth already did not need me to dress up the fiery red sun also to learn to be loaf might put on the black skirt to step steadily the step quick to be possible actually again also not to be able to cover the years to leave own dark green mulberry to meet reveals once several thousand tens of thousands places to think that not once for a while the years will pause for me in the alone station rain to feel suddenly in society desolate inexplicable lonely will occupy my heart to drench the sun to think just warm finally learned to seek for sincere in the crowd to give the harvest fruit own dream will mail to not well-known place will no longer go to write another diary every day in for the son and the husband, but busy no longer for in music rhythm and the books ink fragrant and excited you do not ask why this will be , because will always have many truths to say that many true feelings must reveal many to lose will have in an instant also many harvest actually, the life will entrust with us each people hopeful I alwaysWants to smile to each person to say me, when 40 year-old time I will think every time tired good tired I said to myself:how didn't you have to laugh heartily at will with sob reason you should the understand life be matter , because you had been already old .......

If I am 40 years old.Time pass so fast,I am 40 years old right now.every things is normal But I feel so wrong.I feel I am getting older and older.I really don't like that.I kept old memory in my mind....