帮我修改下,看看哪里错了!

帮我修改下,看看哪里错了!
Facts proved that I wasted one day.I always feel very confused and lose myself when face difficulties.I think why I have no idea when that time.I almost lose my mind.I always query my dream.But I really really like to be an actress from my heart.But I do not down how to choose my future road,in other word,I have no idea when the opportunity will come to me.Perhaps this opportunity is beside me,also far away from me.How do I catch it?I am very eager for that.I know I will try my best to do it if I made dream come true.I do not think I am a week-headed person.But I always have no decision to do anything.Although sometimes I will pretend very strong,in fact,I was afraid of my life,I don’t know how to improve my ability,so that I can step the road longer than others.I am always opposed my mind,my dream.I expected someone can help me.But nobody can help me now.What is the good-fellowship?I do not how to asses this word,and how to explain it.As an crony,but don’t know each other’ s heart.Since said I was your only good friend,but now anything is changing.From then on,you said you strongly hated someone,but seemed you got along well together.Is it pretended?What is good-fellowship?I asked again.I think no word can define “crony” this word.
My road always step by myself.