英语翻译其实我早就想和你说、只是一直不知道怎麼开口去说.只是突然有时候觉得很难过、明明你就在我面前,可是我们终究没有以后.所以,我选择沉默,我怕到时候我们连自在相处都是个问题,那麼我宁愿就现在这样,以一个朋友的身份,陪在你左右,在这仅剩的时间里

Actually I meant to tell you at a earlier time,but I just didn't know how to start.Sometimes I feel upset.In spite of the fact you're always beside me,we can't see the future at last.So,I choose to be...

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Actually, I have to say with you, just didn't know how to speak. But suddenly sometimes feel very sad, when you were in my in front, but we all do not later. So, I chose to silence, I am afraid we have a problem even get comfortable, so I'd rather just now with a friend, the identity, accompany you, only in this time
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i should have told you long time ago, but just don't know how. sometimes i'll feel sad because while you are right there, we can't have future at all. so, i choose to keep silent. i prefer to remain the present situation rather than bring an embarassment to us.i'll be always with you, as a friend, in the time merely left.

Actually, I have to say with you,just didn't know how to speak.But suddenly sometimes i feel very sad,when you were in my in front, but we all do not have the future.So, I chose to silence,I'm afraid we have a problem even get comfortable,so I'd rather just now,as a friend, with you,in the remaining time

I love you

In fact,I want to tell you this long time ago,but I don't know how to say it.Sometimes,I have a sudden feeling of sadness.Although you are here in front of me,we don't have the future after all.So,I keep silent.Fearing that we can't even stay at ease with each other in future,I prefer to keep the present condition,staying with you as a friend during the rest time.

actually i have got something to say, but i dont know how to start. sometimes i feel very upset, you are in front of me right there, but we can't have a future anyway. so i keep silence, i am afraid that whether we could stay comfortably until then. if so, i would rather be a friend, just like this ,stay with you ,for the rest time.

Actually I tried to talk to you long time ago,but I didn't know how.I felt sad when realizing we could never had a future as you just stand in front of me.So I chose not to talk cause that may make a worse result.I would rather company with you as a close friend like always,in the rest of lifetime.

acctually i gonna to tell u at an early date, however, i cant find a excuse to express my feeling. sometimes i feel so sad, it is proven that we wont have a good consequence although u stand in front of me right now. thereby, i choose keep silent instead. i m afraid there would be a trouble even live together at ease in the future.therefore, i perfer to stay what i m currently,as a friend, accompany with u in the rest of time

I am wondering how to let you know how much I love you, Even though I am with me, but I still feel lonly sometime.
Oh, my god, I am afraid to loose you when I whisper "I love you and could you merry me”.

The only thing I can do is only watch you in silence. Be with you just like now, even as a friend, in the rest of your life.

In reality I early wanted to tell you ,but I didn't know how to begin the topic.Sometimes I suddenly felt sad just for that you were just in front of me,but we wouldn't have any future.So I'll keep silent,I am worried about that it will be a problem that we can get along freely.Then I would rather to be just like this.I will be at your side as a friend during the time left.

As a matter of fact, I have lots of things to tell you, but I don't know how to express them. Sometiomes I grieve that you stand by me, however, we can't be together all the time.Therefore, I become silent, becasue I am afraid that it maybe become difficult for us to get along wiht each other with relaxed nerve. I only want to accompany you as a friend like this in the rest time
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