Never thought I would be reduced to the point where,after the way I do not know how to go on,do not think so much.2013 f

Never thought I would be reduced to the point where,after the way I do not know how to go on,do not think so much.2013 for me this year is a very special year,lost all things,such as love,it also let me understand a lot of things,this is a reality,love is not just a simple commitment is not who to whohave much good can be,when we are riding long big this road feel that his previous idea is absurd,when we go to face the future life to fight for our future time feel this society is how reality,housing and work that is so feeble,Ihave never complained about how much I unfortunately,I think I was lucky to have so much care and love me,so I should work hard,go to work to fight for yourself.
Came to Kunshan almost half a year,sometimes it will feel no harvest did not earn money,but the work is not very smooth,I'm really annoying,looking for a job where I can find a good hard,sometimes I want to give up,but the thought of my parents I think all the difficulties are not a problem,spirits or do a good job every day,although here is not very smooth,looking for work aredeceptive,feel be frustrated for all one's talent,sometimes did not think this isI should accept,what is not to be.This is the reality,the survival of the fittest.This society is sometimes like a nature eliminated weak so that the strongsurvive success,although I have nothing to worry about work,every day,here today and tomorrow do not know where?最后一句的意思是什么?