What a meaning thing?英语作文

A man falls in this land of that a moment,already destined to his ( her ) life.
From an early age by now,do not know how many pairs of shoes worn out so much,maybe you no,because your shoes did not break you have to change new,perhaps you stepped on the road I no longer remember,but shoes but before that,because you pay attention to own happiness,still keep the results.
Remember,what you want will to their parents,and parents every time will meet their needs,psychological nature very much,when I grow up gradually,entered the society of the day,from afar,the vast sea of humanity but I am strange face,his own ideals and aspirations,in an instant,disappear in smoke,I want to be happy,how also not happy,I want to cry,but don't believe my fate,I have a job,I cherish the life like to cherish it,can the work results,much less my needs,I have lost,feeling life change dull / boring,I want to use alcohol and cigarettes to numb the nerve,I try to do it again,after the discovery of nothing,forget that write the pungent taste.
Working for a long time,have a certain income,I looked like a man,saw dust in my face,far from it,wearing clothes is also on the level of brand,appetite also soars,want to eat what to buy,feeling better than before,but I have to experience another kind of feeling,that is to forget the self,do not know what to do now,do not know what to do,always want to indulge in the wildest fantasy,even more,want to do good but I do,do nothing,just like 08 years of viewing a high drama > Lane said,nothing meaningful to do,I don't know what to do to be meaningful,want,just think,is a kind of desire,desire is often beyond the normal human strength and mental..
Sometimes a person will lie there,his back turned out,quiet reading,aftertaste endless the passions,then take a deep breath,as the clock ticks into my dream,sometimes in the drizzling evening,along the road line count his pace to let time dilute everything ...
Every man has the desire and purpose can be achieved with a question mark,only to do?I try,to be the best,only their own true taste,beyond the self,forever is a piece of white paper ....