I'm *n,how about you?

I'm *n,how about you?
I'm Monglian ,but I can speak only a little *n,because I seldom commucicate with real *n people,around me are Chinese and Korean,I can speak Chinese very well and little Korean.I think Chinese and Korean are not bad,but I have my own culture and language ,I have many Chinese and Korean friends,but sometimes I think that we are not one people.I am ambitious,I don't want to hide my ambitious,I really want to be a civil servant,but I already have no chance to be a civil servant.Where is my way to be a successful man I often ask myself.