There have been a lot of times where I was determined to just take the next step

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There have been a lot of times where I was determined to just take the next step
where 在这里怎么理解好呢.能否这样翻译:
一直以来我有很多次都下定决心走下一步.
可是where在这里不是字面的意思,能改成when吗?

where 表示 在那个点 犹豫很久 我花了很长时间来决定是不是要走下一步