英文,求译I could stop trying to make her into someone she was not.

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英文,求译I could stop trying to make her into someone she was not.
求汉语意义.
My hope turned to disappointment(失望),then little interest,finally,peace- it seemed that nothing happened.I couldn”t be sure that the letter had even got to Mother.I only knew that I had written it,and I could stop trying to make her into someone she was not.

我由希望变成了失望,接着感到一点点有趣,最后是一片平寂--好像什么都没发生过一样.我不确定妈妈是否收到了信,我只知道我写过一封信,而且我不能再试着把妈妈变成一个并不是她自己的人