I am a middle school student...

I am a middle school student...
I am a middle school stdent.I have been doing
nothing but studying all the time.I feel
suffiscated by the pressure from teachers
and school.I seem a slave and *er of
our school.I don't know what is meaning
of life or studying.When I graduate from
school and enter into the society which
will be a bit dye pot.What will I learn
from it?I know society need a lot of
cunning skills including bending the
laws and using various cheating to
get promotion rather than what I
learn in the school.So I stay up
late every day studying useless
thing for what?What's use of it?
I am tired of learning under
such pressures from parents and
teachers.Can I change the whole
educational system?Can I go
other way to make good rather
than studying cliche and banal
knowledge which is not fit for
society?
I am seeking psychological guide.