i hear my heart is beating slighter than ever?---does that make sense?

i hear my heart is beating slighter than ever?---does that make sense?
i hear my heart is beating slighter than ever?
---does that make sense?
it sounds so weird...
no,i just wonder if it does make sense or not.
and here is the whole stuff:
"i am hungry.i even cant go sleep,living without food make me feel weaker day by day.i lost most of things in my entire life.somtimes i hate myself,i've been a big burden to my mom.she has to take care of the whole family.my dad will never come back,he is gone.i m just lying on the ground and i hear my heart is beating lighter than ever.i wonder when everything can be over...."