in equal proportion 中文含义

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in equal proportion 中文含义
整句是这样的:
I am solitary and don't mingle,the person whom you both despise and feel sorry for in equal proportions,the person who you laugh at and fear and the person who you just can't quite bring yourself to hate.

从句子本身看,翻成"各占一半"比较好把